― C.S. Lewis
Let's talk about the importance of having a friend.
And I mean a true friend, one you can tell all your secrets to, and don't have to worry what you look like, act like, or do around them.
I want you to mentally make a list of all of the people you consider friends, and I want you to take into consideration the following:
Do you hang out with this person often?
Do you tell your secrets to them?
If they were to call you crying, would you drop everything and run to them?
I'm sure you answered "Yes! of course!" to every single one of those question, and that makes you a good friend, but now I want you to reverse two of those questions.
Do they tell you all of their secrets?
If you called them up crying would they drop everything and call you?
Has your answer changed for a few of those people that you considered your friends? I'll bet at least of your answers changed, and if not congrats! You really know your stuff when it comes to friends!
It's not your fault if you thought this person was really your friend, and you need to know that it's not their fault either.
It's just how life works! You are going to lose people and you are going to gain some people in return! You may gain people who you keep in your life, or you may figure out that some of the people you gain are easily disposable.
I promise you that one day you will find a group of people who will see you as the amazing Diamond that you are, and they will be your closest friends.