Life is like one of those fun houses at those carnivals you go to every summer.
There are surprises around every corner, a few moments when your heart stops, and just like the hall of mirrors, there are moments when you can't escape yourself.
Sometimes you have days where there is so much going on in your life, and you keep it bottled up. I can't say i blame you for keeping it in. There are so many reasons why you would want to, fear of your friends finding out and judging you, fear of how people will look at you differently, and maybe you're afraid of what it might lead to.
And the truth with keeping everything so captured inside of you is that it will come out, and it can happen the easy way or the hard way.
You will either go completely insane and possible do something crazy, and odds are dangerous, to yourself or people around you. What you really need to do is to just tell a friend or a few trusted friends about what is going on in your life.
That's what I did.
I've been having some (boy) issues lately and considering everything circulating in my life right now I had to talk to someone, or someones.
I won't say the boy issue because keeping the secret is half the fun, but I;m sure a few of you reading this know.
And in regards to the issue I had a lot of friends very supportive of me, and actually glad for me, but I sadly can't say the same about all of them. I had a few friends, who weren't mad at me, but were most likely concerned for me, and probably still are.
I really can't blame them, if I had a friend going through the same thing I'm about to go through I would probably caution her.
It's truly a matter of the heart, and since mine is so fragile at this point... I can't say whats going to happen...
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